Thought post:
Always wondered how it feels being more than just an option to someone.
And wondered how it feels to be one's priority, or number one.
Always thought if I'd give my 101%, I'd get it too; because "treat others how you wish to be treated".
And thought if 'what goes around comes back around', I'd like to be pampered too.
In this fast-paced world, everybody is busy trying to make a living but have we forgotten about the ones who matter?
The ones who are there to listen, when nothing was going right;
The ones who picked you up, when your world came crashing;
The ones who would laugh at silly things with you at 2am;
The ones who you have been through ups and downs with;
The ones who understands you;
The ones who are willing to sacrifice for you;
The ones who matter.
It's always about the lack of time and personal time that makes it almost impossible to squeeze in a meal;
About putting our plan on hold while you go check and see if nobody else is free;
Maybe just doing some planning so I know you haven't forgotten me but that's it;
Or postponing our plans, just so;
It could also seem like we are always trying to plan something that never kinda happens;
Or that communication is not important just silent calls solve the deal; Perhaps effort does not render rewards.
For a change, I'd like to be more than just a go-to or a backup plan when there is no other choice.
To be that one who despite all odds, will always be the first to call for meal dates.
Or to be that someone who is the first to know when something good or bad happens.
Or just to be that someone who has been missed so dearly that a call to hear my voice is your happy pill.
Or to be that someone that can have your full time and attention when I make myself available.
Or to be that someone who is worth the effort (but highly doubt I'm any worth).
Or maybe, just maybe, I should reciprocate the feelings and action than waiting for it to be reciprocated.
{ 03:10 }
Monday, December 21
Thought post:
Always wondered how it feels being more than just an option to someone.
And wondered how it feels to be one's priority, or number one.
Always thought if I'd give my 101%, I'd get it too; because "treat others how you wish to be treated".
And thought if 'what goes around comes back around', I'd like to be pampered too.
In this fast-paced world, everybody is busy trying to make a living but have we forgotten about the ones who matter?
The ones who are there to listen, when nothing was going right;
The ones who picked you up, when your world came crashing;
The ones who would laugh at silly things with you at 2am;
The ones who you have been through ups and downs with;
The ones who understands you;
The ones who are willing to sacrifice for you;
The ones who matter.
It's always about the lack of time and personal time that makes it almost impossible to squeeze in a meal;
About putting our plan on hold while you go check and see if nobody else is free;
Maybe just doing some planning so I know you haven't forgotten me but that's it;
Or postponing our plans, just so;
It could also seem like we are always trying to plan something that never kinda happens;
Or that communication is not important just silent calls solve the deal; Perhaps effort does not render rewards.
For a change, I'd like to be more than just a go-to or a backup plan when there is no other choice.
To be that one who despite all odds, will always be the first to call for meal dates.
Or to be that someone who is the first to know when something good or bad happens.
Or just to be that someone who has been missed so dearly that a call to hear my voice is your happy pill.
Or to be that someone that can have your full time and attention when I make myself available.
Or to be that someone who is worth the effort (but highly doubt I'm any worth).
Or maybe, just maybe, I should reciprocate the feelings and action than waiting for it to be reciprocated.
