I miss this girl. And I still remember how we used to spend every fucking day with each other that even our group of girls thought we were lesbian. I could pour everything I thought of with her. Knowing that I can trust her. Then I had to mess all these up and now we're so distant. The things I do that I can never forgive myself.
I honestly think all I am ever good at is just messing up everyone's life. Hopeless.
Previous week has been so much to do! Though I said I wanted to work, nobody is fucking hiring. God. White Collar Boxing the other night would probably be one of the best events ever. I so prefer Western than Asians. Though I'm Asian - so I'm not racist or whatever shit. STOP JUDGING LIKE AN ASIAN. I'd really like to start life totally from scratch.
Spending more awesome time with my boy and he said the sweetest things ever. There's nothing not to love about this boy! Had one of the best nights and it was literally written all over my face. Well, that's one thing I can't hide.
New found realization - If I'm ever disturbed during my deep slumber, like fucking endlessly, I get so angsty and millions of cravings. Ultimate dream house, serene surroundings. No disturbance during the most important hours of my day. I am such a fussy asshole. And I really got to stop swearing so much. It's as if I have this annual season to swear like I've never sworn my whole life.
Next holiday, I MUST GET A BETTER JOB. Period.
Hopefully this Friday I can get off reality for a while. Until then, Glee it baby! Finished 2 seasons alr.
I miss this girl. And I still remember how we used to spend every fucking day with each other that even our group of girls thought we were lesbian. I could pour everything I thought of with her. Knowing that I can trust her. Then I had to mess all these up and now we're so distant. The things I do that I can never forgive myself.
I honestly think all I am ever good at is just messing up everyone's life. Hopeless.
Previous week has been so much to do! Though I said I wanted to work, nobody is fucking hiring. God. White Collar Boxing the other night would probably be one of the best events ever. I so prefer Western than Asians. Though I'm Asian - so I'm not racist or whatever shit. STOP JUDGING LIKE AN ASIAN. I'd really like to start life totally from scratch.
Spending more awesome time with my boy and he said the sweetest things ever. There's nothing not to love about this boy! Had one of the best nights and it was literally written all over my face. Well, that's one thing I can't hide.
New found realization - If I'm ever disturbed during my deep slumber, like fucking endlessly, I get so angsty and millions of cravings. Ultimate dream house, serene surroundings. No disturbance during the most important hours of my day. I am such a fussy asshole. And I really got to stop swearing so much. It's as if I have this annual season to swear like I've never sworn my whole life.
Next holiday, I MUST GET A BETTER JOB. Period.
Hopefully this Friday I can get off reality for a while. Until then, Glee it baby! Finished 2 seasons alr.
