Strong urge to blog two days ago; of all the emotions that have built up over the past few months. The pain, wishes that don't come true and a whole series of other occurrences. But again, the saying goes "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I think being all emo and shit makes me do self reflections more and more. Each time that I look into something that causes me misery and pain, I think more of what should have been done. Life is such a bitch sometimes.
Fears that constantly haunt me has always been such an issue for me. Insecurities. Pain. Worries. Getting more sensitive that I've put on some extra weight; mainly due to one person. Life.
Looking at the bright side, year 1 in poly is officially over since 2 weeks ago! Ended the last day of school with a fun presentation, camwhoring in class and then celebrating Leslie's birthday. It's sad to see how first year came by as so fun and now it's gone. All the awesome teachers we had.. Mr George is probably one of the best teachers ever! Made us all bolder than we already are. Fun and exciting lessons each time. :) Luckily there isn't going to be a change of classes for 3 years. Meeting new people, again. Making project group, again. Familiarizing with classmates, again. And so much more, if you get what I mean. Hm, I'm not that sociable, I know.
Class shot! DTRM 04 AY 2011/2012 + Jia Hao
Not forgetting Ms Sylvia whom has been such an awesome accounts teacher the whole year! LOVE HER.
Celebrating Leslie's birthday that night, making him at a total loss for word! Trolling him when surprising him with his "cake" as well! Haha. "Heard that you didn't want a cake.... PROBLEM?" Epic moments bringing him to Aston's. Then Orgo after that where Nat was totally hilarious! Great night.
Following week, had Nihon Mura buffet on Valentine's and it's crazy considering that I can't eat much at night now. Stuffing myself with raw salmon and sushi and all things awesome! Note to self: Buffet only for lunch! Night buffets are totally not worth the price.
Next day, I was a year older too. I really felt a lot older now. Literally. Growing up each year never seem to be such a problem until it hit me that I'm legal. And the constant wishes reminding me that I'm legal. Turning into a young adult. It was so real. They say, you'll wish to stay a teenager for ever; how true. However, had the best birthday celebrations ever! Poly mates, my girls and coming would be my babies since 11! Teehee. Really thankful for all my friends. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Strong urge to blog two days ago; of all the emotions that have built up over the past few months. The pain, wishes that don't come true and a whole series of other occurrences. But again, the saying goes "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I think being all emo and shit makes me do self reflections more and more. Each time that I look into something that causes me misery and pain, I think more of what should have been done. Life is such a bitch sometimes.
Fears that constantly haunt me has always been such an issue for me. Insecurities. Pain. Worries. Getting more sensitive that I've put on some extra weight; mainly due to one person. Life.
Looking at the bright side, year 1 in poly is officially over since 2 weeks ago! Ended the last day of school with a fun presentation, camwhoring in class and then celebrating Leslie's birthday. It's sad to see how first year came by as so fun and now it's gone. All the awesome teachers we had.. Mr George is probably one of the best teachers ever! Made us all bolder than we already are. Fun and exciting lessons each time. :) Luckily there isn't going to be a change of classes for 3 years. Meeting new people, again. Making project group, again. Familiarizing with classmates, again. And so much more, if you get what I mean. Hm, I'm not that sociable, I know.
Class shot! DTRM 04 AY 2011/2012 + Jia Hao
Not forgetting Ms Sylvia whom has been such an awesome accounts teacher the whole year! LOVE HER.
Celebrating Leslie's birthday that night, making him at a total loss for word! Trolling him when surprising him with his "cake" as well! Haha. "Heard that you didn't want a cake.... PROBLEM?" Epic moments bringing him to Aston's. Then Orgo after that where Nat was totally hilarious! Great night.
Following week, had Nihon Mura buffet on Valentine's and it's crazy considering that I can't eat much at night now. Stuffing myself with raw salmon and sushi and all things awesome! Note to self: Buffet only for lunch! Night buffets are totally not worth the price.
Next day, I was a year older too. I really felt a lot older now. Literally. Growing up each year never seem to be such a problem until it hit me that I'm legal. And the constant wishes reminding me that I'm legal. Turning into a young adult. It was so real. They say, you'll wish to stay a teenager for ever; how true. However, had the best birthday celebrations ever! Poly mates, my girls and coming would be my babies since 11! Teehee. Really thankful for all my friends. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
